I miss you Old Man.
The day Darryl, and I took you for your last car ride was the hardest thing
I have ever had to do. I'm sorry. I have had the "conversations with guilt", and told "guilt" to go away, but it creeps up
on me every single day since we made the choice to put you down. Darryl is sorry he couldn't stay at the vet with
you at the end. I tried as long as I could. I lasted untill a lady said, "My he's pretty. Whats he in for?". I had to leave. I
just couldn't take anymore of the thought of you being gone.
I realize you are no longer in pain, but my heart still hurts. There isn't a day that
goes by that I do not think about you. You helped me in my greatest time of need, and I couldn't be there for yours. I can't
believe I played GOD. It was my final choice to put you down, and I will never live it down.
I miss you.